If you suddenly lose something or someone irreplaceable for your life, you might have twinges of conscience. Once you sink into the deep swamp of grief, regret, remorse, intensity, anger rage indignation, anxiety and concerns, the more you struggle the more you are pulled into the pitch-dark world of the pain. Nevertheless, you will be aware that your intense emotion turns to calm sorrow and start looking for the light of hope. The dim light of hope.